What's this about?

My life is an open book. Maybe I have issues, but at least I am honest about it.



So, I keep having the same dream, for months now. Actually, it's not the same dream, but they all have the same theme. I am leaving a situation, making a life change, like leaving a job, or quitting a club, last night it was graduating from high school.. What is always the same in the dream is that I have a lot of "stuff" where ever I am, and I am leaving and I can't carry it all. Stuff that has value to me, but not a lot to others. Over the time that I was at the place, I accumulated all these things in a locker or some other receptacle. Now, I can't move it all. And I am upset about leaving it. I don't want someone to put my good stuff in the trash. In last night's version, graduation was over, I was carrying armloads of things through the high school gym and the I saw these huge yellow roses that had been just left there........ I tried to take them with me, too.



Am I nuts or what? Someone needs to give a translation......... Maybe I just need to clean my basement? For laughs, here is a photo of my real high school graduation.














Note the the droopy yellow rose in my hand. AND THE ENGAGEMENT RING ON MY FINGER !!! I was nuts!
June 1975